assalamualaikum ppl,

QOTD; p/s i still love you by jenny han. very commanded to read it ^^

its been a long time from the last update.*blame the bad connection.
so yea, tomorrow i gonna say a long good bye at my very cozy bedroom, and of course my very lazy life. so, my things not ready pack because i already state that i tooo lazy. this new things my stomach swirl around like roller coaster. i'm afraid of everything despite what happen to me last semester. i can't imagine how i should manage it without any help. i mean when my life getting' mess, i can't concentrate with anything. everyday i going to the class with puffy eyes, wearing my not-happy-face and destruct my own self. i skip my breakfast, lunch and even dinner and my body turn out to be jelly. serve your own fault. its like suicide when i think back.

i have one friend at here that always checking on me. she pull my self together, make one-to-one lesson for the last minute study. alhamdulillah all because of her, i manage to get my life back even not fully. if, i not talking with her that day would be happen to me?

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"buat apa kau peduli orang kata? kau hidup bukan nak puaskan hati orang"


aha, that words slap directly own my face. maybe, this sem i became a loner or what-so-ever that will happen to me. i hope i ready and strong enough to facing it all by my self. i need a new life planer. last sem surely show me enough that i use wrong technique of study. i want to change all, one by one.  my parent proud. i try my best. pray for me.

p/s; check it out my new story, 360 only at wattpad. click at the poster below *wink wink*

assalamualaikum ppl,

alhamdulillah for today. masih bernafas dengan sempurna. punyalah semalam set dalam otak nak check result tengah malam karang sebab nanti kalau nanges takde org tahu. tangan gatal jugak check lepas bangun pagi tu. alhamdulillah lulus semua T^T. tak dean. takpelah takde rezeki lagi untuk sem ni. abah cakap good started ah. okei tarik selimut balik. tidur. ahahaha

a big thanks to this akak. sorry akak tak tanye pun nama akak T^T. aritu jejalan terdamparlah kat blog seorang akak ni. dia punya artworks sumpah semua lawa gilaaaa. dh ah aku ni jenis takboleh tengok benda comel. rase geram. ahahahaha. nak buat sendiri malas and tak teror pakai AI lagi T^T

tak boleh move on T^T

2 years ago

"nanti kita naik pentas sesama." farahin pandang aku dengan senyum. bergitu jugak aku.

"aku nak jadi dentist. kau dengan bio marine. wahhh best best. eee tak sabar" tangan digegam siap dengan gaya muka sekali. nak tunjuk yang si farahin ni eksaited. aku? lebih kepada tak sabar nak keluar dari zaman baju putih kain biru ni. bosan nak hadap buku yang banyak. kertas kertas cikgu bagi pun dah tinggi bukit.

assalamualaikum ppl.

its sem break! i reaaaaaaaaaalllllyyy enjoy my days at home. hahahahahahaha. back to our topic, ehe princess-in-training aih? aku merapu je je tulis. act its more to proper training for me *well to be a girl. hah! lawak en? mohonlah gelak wooo T^T

aku ni pemalas tahap babun. so kehadiran aku dirumah kena basuh habis habisan ah dengan ibu. head to toe dia tengok. ada satu hari tu dia heret aku masuk dapur. dia terang ah ni apa itu apa. dia taknak anak dia tak kenal daun limau purut sbb haritu dia test adik aku siap dia pi bukak gugel gane daun tu. waduhhh aku takde ah tahap bebal tak kenal daun limau purut tu gane sebab bau dau tu kuat. sama macam daun kari.