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assalamualaikum ppl,

this sem aku kena hadap ELC brp ntah which mean reading. yea yea memang bunyi macam "alaaa reading je kut" har inc with speaking fyi lah. SPEAKING, duhhh. me? well, for writing in English i still can manage it, but for talking in front of my classmate? i don't think so. aku ada je speaking among my gang, tapi tau tau ah speaking jadah harap without thinking. bila kau kena paksa rela duduk depan and speak, its like that words won't came out T^T

we need to talk about five things about us. looks veeerrrrrryyy easy but if you know sir Fazli, the most weird lecturer in my collage. it won't say it easy. we can't use any point that other person have present before. lets say person A have use point hobby so i can't use point hobby anymore. like that.

fate aku dapat hari second day, which mean point yang common semua dah dikebas. this task buat aku bukak mata seluas luasnya. aku macam tak kenal diri aku sebenarnya. kau kita betul kenal siapa diri kita, task ni takkan jadi susah punya. sebab aku tak kenal siapa aku. so on that day, aku cakap firstly my full name because there are still some of my classmate did't know my real name. har i cant blame them.

pastu aku cakap pasal habit aku. i have a habit that before i going to sleep i need to hugging something. creepy. i just realize that habit. hahahahahaha. then i talk about my name history. why i got zaatira. act, its a combination between my mum and my dad. it should be za atika instead of za atira but they change it at the last minute. why i can knowing this? hahahahahahaha i found my dad's dairy. i also say about my blood type which is A positive. my talent, which is design graphic poster and doodling. the laasssssttttt one. huh i cant thinking anymore and straight away tell my home address. hahahahahahahahaha. for the first time i think i have fun in learning english. blurh. *zaa is grown up. clap clap.

aku teringat dekat nurin *ex-roomate zaman sekolah.

macam mana kalau kita confess dekat crush kita lepas habis spm?

duhhh lawak kut banyak kali aku nak try memang fail. so aku pun macam biarlah. crush zaman sekolah je pun. one day, after the session of girls talk, aku jadi masuk air. kejadah ape ntah aku pikir masa tu aku capai phone. bukak whatsapp. aku terus confess kat crush zaman sekolah aku.


AKU CONFESS KUT LIKE ASDFGHJKL


aku punya malu tu rasa nak pergi tanam diri sendiri. tapi aku tanam. aku duk menjerit dalam bantal sebab kebodohan melampau aku. hahahahahahahaha.

tapi part comelnya aku tak rasa awkward langsung pun but instead i feel sooooooo lega. macam lara jeans after she wrote that love latter, she dont thinking about that guy anymore. that guy, dia pun oke je. dia just cakap speechless sebab yelah aku kut minat dia dalam diam. bukan diam aku rasa semua org perasan aku minat dia tapi dia tu rabun. hahahahaha. aku tak harap benda pun sebab ni semua zaman sekolah punya. dapat confess pun aku dah lega heeeeee.

and the weird thing happen. two days in the row, he sent me a goodnight wish and good morning. hahahahahahaha. dia tu memang pelik pun. lepas tu takde apa dah. aku pun tak ws dia. dia pun  tak ws aku. just like a day before i confess. hahahahahahahaha. i should tell my future daughter about this story. hahahahahahaha. so i need to pen off because i really do need to take my morning shower. hoel, till then,

xoxo
zaa
Friday, December 11, 2015 No comments
assalamualaikum ppl,

kau tahu bukan senang nak dapat peluang kedua. bukan semua orang boleh dapat. jadi bila kita dapat tolong jangan mempersiakan. aku cuba untuk fit in. adapt dengan semua benda baru ni. alhamdulillah so far so good.

hampir aku nak menangis balik sebab aku tak dapat roommate yang sama. separuh dari aku menjerit bahagia sebab aku tak perlu berhadapan dengan mereka. separuh lagi menangis. siapa mahu menerima aku? aku menangis juga bila ibu abah lambai kat aku depan pintu masuk tu. aku takut aku tak kuat nak hadapi semua ni sesorang. hech.

tbh, i love my new roommate. half of them aku mmg dah kenal sebab classmate sendiri. roomate yang lama ada juga pujuk aku join diorang balik, tp hati aku tetap mengatakan aku akan banyak makan hati. so, biarkan aku dengan hidup baru permulaan baru.

dalam kelas still aku duduk dengan roommate lama. still catch up dengan diorang tapi tak maca dulu. still ada juga janggal disitu. well, aku ok je. sem 2 baru je mula dan aku harap aku mampu bawak.


buat leklok sebab ni paper killer

benda yang sama diulang tayang lect. aku adalah jugak cuak lagi lagi chemistry yang ade kaitan dengan phy. sememangnya tak kacip dengan aku dari zaman form 5. tell me again, why i talking this course? hahahahahaha.

sem ni juga aku dah mula rapat dengan senior. they to cute tbh. ada senior tu repeat, bila aku tak paham dia terangkan balik kat aku. comel je dengan suara kecik pakai loghat kedah. *idk why i love loghat kedah. lagi best crush aku masa sem satu rupanya satu kelas dengan aku ASDFGHJKL hahahaha ni over. habis satu kelas panggil dia harry potter SEBAB MEMANG MUKA DIA MACAM HARRY POTTER KUT. baru aku tahu nama dia apa setelah sekian lama aku panggil dia cicak sebab he so skinny for a guy. har. sorry.

my luck i guess? ada senior tu cari aku sebab nak pass semua notes dia masa sem 3. so aku tak payah nak cari notes for sem 3. yuhuuuu. that sister pun aku admire dia lama dah. perghati kat ig je mampu uhuhs. sister tu pun oke je. banyak kasi nasihat apa semua.

so aku rasa aku ok. heee. in syaa allah.

xoxo
zaa
 

Friday, December 04, 2015 1 comments
assalamualaikum ppl,


QOTD; p/s i still love you by jenny han. very commanded to read it ^^


its been a long time from the last update.*blame the bad connection.
so yea, tomorrow i gonna say a long good bye at my very cozy bedroom, and of course my very lazy life. so, my things not ready pack because i already state that i tooo lazy. this new things my stomach swirl around like roller coaster. i'm afraid of everything despite what happen to me last semester. i can't imagine how i should manage it without any help. i mean when my life getting' mess, i can't concentrate with anything. everyday i going to the class with puffy eyes, wearing my not-happy-face and destruct my own self. i skip my breakfast, lunch and even dinner and my body turn out to be jelly. serve your own fault. its like suicide when i think back.

i have one friend at here that always checking on me. she pull my self together, make one-to-one lesson for the last minute study. alhamdulillah all because of her, i manage to get my life back even not fully. if, i not talking with her that day would be happen to me?

--

"buat apa kau peduli orang kata? kau hidup bukan nak puaskan hati orang"


aha, that words slap directly own my face. maybe, this sem i became a loner or what-so-ever that will happen to me. i hope i ready and strong enough to facing it all by my self. i need a new life planer. last sem surely show me enough that i use wrong technique of study. i want to change all, one by one.  my parent proud. i try my best. pray for me.

this is zaa, signing off <3

p/s; check it out my new story, 360 only at wattpad. click at the poster below *wink wink*


Thursday, November 26, 2015 1 comments


assalamualaikum ppl,

alhamdulillah for today. masih bernafas dengan sempurna. punyalah semalam set dalam otak nak check result tengah malam karang sebab nanti kalau nanges takde org tahu. tangan gatal jugak check lepas bangun pagi tu. alhamdulillah lulus semua T^T. tak dean. takpelah takde rezeki lagi untuk sem ni. abah cakap good started ah. okei tarik selimut balik. tidur. ahahaha

a big thanks to this akak. sorry akak tak tanye pun nama akak T^T. aritu jejalan terdamparlah kat blog seorang akak ni. dia punya artworks sumpah semua lawa gilaaaa. dh ah aku ni jenis takboleh tengok benda comel. rase geram. ahahahaha. nak buat sendiri malas and tak teror pakai AI lagi T^T


Friday, November 13, 2015 3 comments


tak boleh move on T^T

2 years ago

"nanti kita naik pentas sesama." farahin pandang aku dengan senyum. bergitu jugak aku.

"aku nak jadi dentist. kau dengan bio marine. wahhh best best. eee tak sabar" tangan digegam siap dengan gaya muka sekali. nak tunjuk yang si farahin ni eksaited. aku? lebih kepada tak sabar nak keluar dari zaman baju putih kain biru ni. bosan nak hadap buku yang banyak. kertas kertas cikgu bagi pun dah tinggi bukit.


Sunday, November 08, 2015 4 comments

assalamualaikum ppl.

its sem break! i reaaaaaaaaaalllllyyy enjoy my days at home. hahahahahahaha. back to our topic, ehe princess-in-training aih? aku merapu je je tulis. act its more to proper training for me *well to be a girl. hah! lawak en? mohonlah gelak wooo T^T

aku ni pemalas tahap babun. so kehadiran aku dirumah kena basuh habis habisan ah dengan ibu. head to toe dia tengok. ada satu hari tu dia heret aku masuk dapur. dia terang ah ni apa itu apa. dia taknak anak dia tak kenal daun limau purut sbb haritu dia test adik aku siap dia pi bukak gugel gane daun tu. waduhhh aku takde ah tahap bebal tak kenal daun limau purut tu gane sebab bau dau tu kuat. sama macam daun kari.
Sunday, November 01, 2015 1 comments
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