ibu bukan macam mak orang lain. yang jenis let her daughter friend with boy. so, kalau tetibe mak aku dah nak main jodoh jodohkan aku, thats totally weird. dah lah dengan orang aku tak kenal and anak kawan baik abah. K K K K hahahaha.

ppl around me started to label me as KAKAK. alaaa bukan tak biasa buuuuutttttt, I NOT OLD ENOUGHT TO LABEL AS KAKAK. *mengada. that feeling bila kau nak beli makanan and that freaking cute guy ambik order. then he say, "KAK NAK MAKAN GAPO?" i sooo freaking annoying with that word. obviously that guy tua dari aku but instead label me as ADIK he label me as KAKAK. certain orang akan cakap alaaa lek ah. MACAM MANA NAK RILEKS KALAU DIA LABEL MY FRIEND ADIK BUT WHEN COMES TO ME, IT CHANGE TO KAKAK.

*sorry, aku over react. again. hoel.

responsible...
when its come to nineteen, kau kena belajar apa sebetul betulnya responsible kau. remember that you are not high school student anymore. that thing always pop-in in my brain.

kau datang kelantan ni untuk apa?
kau belajar ni untuk siapa?
kalau kau fail kau tak rasa bersalah ke?
kau pakai tudung singkat ni tak rasa nanye kat diri sendiri?
kau beli ni berguna ke dok?

those are frequency question that always i ask my self. bila aku tulis pasal ni aku teringat dekat one of my lecturer, ctu.

kita kena ada sikap bertolak ansur dengan diri sendiri-- ustazah wani

memula aku aku macam blur tahap bebudak but now i know it. tak semua keinginan tu perlu dicapai. kalau tak capai apa goal kita nak tak payah ah sampai kau nak hurting yourself. terima-telan-hadap-rodo again. paham? dia macam kau letak goal nak diet lah en? at the same time kau suka makan. kau seksa diari kau untuk resist your favorite food semata mata nak capai goal. hello sis? sepotong kek takan buat kau gemuk. alaa makan jelah. pagi esok pergi jog ke, treadmill ke. giteuuuww.

aku rasa banyak benda nak tulis tapi bukan orang nak bace pun. hhahahah. takdelah aku tak ingat nak kupas apa lagi. so till me again in another entry.

p/s; check it out my new short story 2K15