assalamualaikum,


idk why i end up writting this. oh well being zaatira nothing normal happen.

i really hate girl's perfume. i know i one of them. blame me. aku rasa nak muntah, rasa pening kalau bau certain perfume perempuan. semuanya bau sweet and flowery. urg.

for me i prefer guy's instead. so laddies and gentleman, meet the weirdo zaatira. i do smell like a guy. bau fresh instead of flowery and sweet. it just nice to me. kekadang roomate aku pelik jgak tgk aku dgn obsession of guy's thinggy and also smell like them. my shower cream, hm kat rumah aku pakai ayah dan adik aku punya. dettol cool fresh so memang bau laki ah. aku rasa confident dgn bau camtu dri bau perempuan.

walaupun aku so much into guy's thinggy, still i can't hid the girly side of me. of course i still drooling over the hot guy faces *duneverimaginemyface* and still wearing hijab. wajib.

ada lah org tanya,

"kenapa kau minat sangat dengan guy's stuff? i mean kita perempuan just act like a girl"

so aku jawab jelah, aku just minat. walaupun dress up mcm guy lah jgak tpi obviously aku girl sebab aku pakai hijab. aku still minat lelaki. it just part of my obsession into their things. org tgk aku mcm nak tukar fitrah pun ye -___-

so siapa yg end up kat sini, and kenal aku jangan tengok aku macam hantu cukuplah. i still a cute girl *HAHAHAHA*

p/s: i still can't move on at 'getting it straight'. the wattpad story. gosh. tht story to cute to handle and i cried at some part in tht story. definately recomend to u.

till then,